The Smell that never fade away.

Startin verse let me tell ya the short things of ma life.
Have ya ever feel that some kind of feeling that no matter what how your life fuckin goin,but the smell's of everything that remind of yourlife,still remain there?
Sometimes,i prefer to be alone when i really needed to,but no matter what things happen for sure,
iyaman still need those certain people in mylife,to keep me survive.
You can say me selfish,but atleast im the first one that being there when all that needed the most.
Sometimes,i need a aloner life,so i kept on silent,more silent.to keep maintaining the peaceful day in life.
i can say that,
The sound of the beautiful peaceful voice silent when everytime i shut the fuck up.
i'ved been thinkin so far just the few days,months ago,i misses the old friends,
old thugs thing.
i wonder where em all and how the fuck they goin right now,
they buzy while buzy they own fuzy wuzzy things perhaps,
but all i wishin  is just hope that they never forget me,
Times flies so fast that we even didnt realize.
while we buzy on our things that we thought it was so tight,
eventho me,fuck up somethin shit but i think it might.
maybe its all not about we cant catched up the flight,
but we loses the fuckin fight.
In the lost of anatomy,
i know that gravity,
will keep all of us kept in still humanity,
arrgh...
And i'm grindin till am tired,
they said "you aint grindin till you tired",
so i'm grindin with my eyes wide,
looking to find,a way
thru the day,a light for night.
light up the smoke,
take a chill while the smoke burn off the brains.
with no pains,no gains.it wont be just the same.nothing wont  be the same.again.
Irony,my step-daughter beside me right now,playing some blues guitar,
what a peaceful moment.
alone playing,while im typing.
hot day same shit diff day.
and now i wana said,
i wana make's things changes.
CHANGE.

-SAbi- 

Scream Ma Name.

Can anyone hear me,need you to feel me.

"They'll never thank me for opening door's,"
Blame it on the liquor,
i came thru like a stick up,
come out and play,pour out another bottle.
let's do it all today and worry bout it all tomorrow.
motherfuckin hater's saw me just like they own me shit.
some people blocked me on facebook seems do be like do i care?

I barely forgot what did i thinking and creating the whole new sabi-lism word's.
tryna remember it back.
ooh shit.here's the fact.
i got it,

I believe if someone tryna wana blocked you on facebook.
it's mean they duwana see the fuckin face of you anymore.
trust me,
for me.
I never blocked up people,
why? what the fuck?
But I JUST KILLED EM.
same shit they cant accepting the fact that the existed of you in this world.
morron.
and just wana get the fast highway to cut you off and make you disappears.
But Remember,
We did kill em.
we make em gone.





A till H...
which name you called me before?
You'll know if you really step in to my blog and read up this.

You can be ma biggest fan's never let me go,
i'm gonna go harder than i ever did before,
You got ma flame,
You'll remember ma name.
CAn anyone hear me?
Today you gonna know ma name,
I'm not going,
anywhere,
i need you to feel this,
I'm gona be everywhere,
Follow me up,
I duwan famous,
i just wan be the part of your friend,
i'm hiding here.
SCREAM MA NAME,
SCREAM MA NAME.

Now everybody in a 3 one 3,
put you motherfuckin hand's off and follow me read,
said it to the hater's backstabbers,
"One,two 3 and to the four,
one pak 2 pak three pak 4,
four pak 3 pak two pak one,
your pak ma pak your pak NONE."

The heart of mine,
always lose,
always lost,
I wish i couldn't feel,i wish i couldn't love,
i wish that i could stop cause it hurts so much,
and i'm the one that always tryna put us together,
when all of the fuckin sign say that i should forget her,
i wish i never look,
i wish i never touch.




So.Everythings fine?
=D

BEazley JeRRy

Moster,Moster.I'm a mutha fuckin Monster!

Agghhhhh.....
I'm a mutha fuckin monster!
Now look at what you just saw and this shit is what you live for,
i think think me,me em should write this shit on friday.
oowyeah.
beside yey yaa they cant stand beside me.
pull up in a monster,
but i ant no longer a mutha fuckin gangster.
i know what i do,
i know how i live,
because that's what a mutha fuckin monster do.
too many many of fuckin haters come aim me.
but really really i dont give a FUCK.
you ego than me but sorry to say,
my eyes more red than than the devil's is,
and im about to take it to the another level bitch.
there they go again,
hahah.
bunggul...
aint nobody as cold as this,
think yo mutha fucker well,
what you gon do now?
whatever ever i wana do now,
gosh so cool now,
nah gonna do,
peerrgghhh its a new now.



ima monster,ima vampire,
ima humanoid.
ima blood sucker.
even tho im live witout any fuckin fake fangs.
tryna draw blood with ma ice cold veins.
but its seems to be way to back ma bastard up.

whooaa..its just a another day,
same shit different day.I'M LIVING THE FUTURE SO THE PRESENCE IS MA PAST,
MA PRESENCE IS A PRESENT KISS MA ASS.

im a mutha fuckin monster!!
this is the fuck monster what mutha fuckin monster do!!
(Y)

-BEAZLEY J SABI-

Lesle Jerry.The sweet sister!

A special relationship that only sisters and brothers joy,
is a bond that hard is destroy.
We shared our innermost thoughts,
For none to hear but we had lots.
For a person like you so great,
Needs several more birthdays to celebrate…
For all happy times we have together shared,
And all your feelings towards me as you cared.
For the fights and arguments we have had,
And with time, how beautiful our bonding has fared.
To you my dear sister, a lifetime of prayers and love
Come wrapped for your birthday for you to say wow.
S stands for sincerity, that your world is filled with,
I stands for innocence, of your mind that makes you so rich. 
S stands for strong, that describes your heart best,
T stands for talented, that makes you stand out from the rest. 
E stands for encouraging, just the way you always do,
R stands for rare, and my dearest sister that's true.
Happy Birthday Dear Sister!
-Beazley Jerry (Ming2)
the 3rd lil brother inda house!
=)

Lil sister! Good Luck in SPM lurr!!!

Remember our promises?
Daizy?
free tattoo kan...
okeh bhuu..
Wait till you done your SPM arrh...
free small tattoo just for you de.
study smart loo amoii...
bu yao watching tv always,
and play touch screen saja...
=.=

Hey remember when the first time when i started to moved out from the house?
almost reach till 8 months,
8months,
we didnt meet each other already.
so sad,
we have been losses contact for a long while.
yeah seriously,
i missing you bhuu.
i duno why we keep fighting always.
but remember the first time in this year when i came back home?
is the sweet girl (YINN WEAN),
that came along with me.
i'm feel so happy that she's understand me too.
she's give me some advise,
to came back home.
and long's ago.
we meet up again.
even tho at keningau only.

i hugg you that time,
hugg mummy.
and i duno why i cried ma self for writing this.
aduii...
but we still argue saja kan..
macam besa,
air yang dicincang tidak akan putus.
but.
me still x change kan.
heee...
heart you my lil sister.
study smart arrh,
not study hard.
Monday is your big exam le nea.
aduii...
astagaa nagaaa...
jia you jia youu..
cant believe oow.
my own lil sis graduate ken hwa liao nie.
dlu abang yg cm samseng jak p skulaa...
xoxo
after you spm.
goin PLKN lgi nie.
gonna miss you alot laa..
but dun worry laa.
MAYBE.
im gonna stay at home awhile kawan mamii till you get back here okay.
what can i say.
huhuh.
sha pun namao jgk nmpk kau sedih2 nanggis slalu nie gara2 kena cakap2 yg bukan2.
sha tampar tuh org kalau orang luar la.

GOOD LUCK IN EXAM ARRH!!!!
AWUUU!!!

-Ming2-
"yg hensumbuii nie"