The Smell that never fade away.

Startin verse let me tell ya the short things of ma life.
Have ya ever feel that some kind of feeling that no matter what how your life fuckin goin,but the smell's of everything that remind of yourlife,still remain there?
Sometimes,i prefer to be alone when i really needed to,but no matter what things happen for sure,
iyaman still need those certain people in mylife,to keep me survive.
You can say me selfish,but atleast im the first one that being there when all that needed the most.
Sometimes,i need a aloner life,so i kept on silent,more silent.to keep maintaining the peaceful day in life.
i can say that,
The sound of the beautiful peaceful voice silent when everytime i shut the fuck up.
i'ved been thinkin so far just the few days,months ago,i misses the old friends,
old thugs thing.
i wonder where em all and how the fuck they goin right now,
they buzy while buzy they own fuzy wuzzy things perhaps,
but all i wishin  is just hope that they never forget me,
Times flies so fast that we even didnt realize.
while we buzy on our things that we thought it was so tight,
eventho me,fuck up somethin shit but i think it might.
maybe its all not about we cant catched up the flight,
but we loses the fuckin fight.
In the lost of anatomy,
i know that gravity,
will keep all of us kept in still humanity,
arrgh...
And i'm grindin till am tired,
they said "you aint grindin till you tired",
so i'm grindin with my eyes wide,
looking to find,a way
thru the day,a light for night.
light up the smoke,
take a chill while the smoke burn off the brains.
with no pains,no gains.it wont be just the same.nothing wont  be the same.again.
Irony,my step-daughter beside me right now,playing some blues guitar,
what a peaceful moment.
alone playing,while im typing.
hot day same shit diff day.
and now i wana said,
i wana make's things changes.
CHANGE.

-SAbi-